THE FIRST NIGHT WAS A DISASTER
Anyone who tells you love conquers everything has never tried putting five frightened children to bed in a strange house.
Mason refused to unpack.
Grace cried because the sheets smelled wrong.
Theo wanted his old cup.
Evie screamed when I closed her bedroom door.
June woke every forty minutes.
At 10:30, Mason asked:
“When are they coming to get us?”
“Who?”
“The other families.”
My heart broke.
“They’re not coming tonight.”
“Tomorrow?”
“No.”
“How long are we staying?”
I could have lied.
Forever.
That would have sounded comforting.
Instead:
“Ninety days for sure.”
His expression hardened.
He understood temporary better than most adults.
“And then?”
“The judge decides what happens next.”
He looked toward the hallway.
“Together?”
I nodded.
“That’s what we’re trying to do.”
Mason stared at me.
Then said:
“People say stuff.”
“What stuff?”
“That we’ll stay together.”
I swallowed.
“I know.”
“You don’t know.”
He was right.
So I changed my answer.
“No.”
“I don’t.”
He walked into the bedroom and closed the door.
That night I slept forty-three minutes.
Total.